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Monday, November 9, 2009

Entirely New Site!

Check it out! Metamorphosis :D

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Birthday Rundown and Stuff

So I have a new blog and website. I posted the next post on the NEW BLOG
Check it out, and bookmark the new one. This blog will always be here. Let me know what you think!

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Why does it say undefined? Hmm not sure how to get rid of these ads either...

Hi Susan! umm no idea its supposed to have the date there.
I will do a birthday post shortly!:D

Monday, October 19, 2009

11 Days!

To reach my goal of size 8! So lets see I have been dropping inches consistently even though the scale is wacko. I am getting to that stage where the muscle definition is getting better and better in the upper body and thinning out enough in the lower to where I can tell there is muscle there somewhere lol.

So since I am not working I have really learned how to waste time. I mean I get my workouts in everyday and things cleaned... most days lol. The first 2 weeks I was dying trying to figure out how to kill time now I am like eeekk! I don't have time for anything! You know what they say ....however much time you give something, it will expand to take up that amount.

I have broken up my assessments and given them deadlines because at the rate I am going I'll never do them.

In the gym weights are going up consistently, so even if I feel like I am starving I must not be :p cardio is getting easier every week, if its ever easy. Its just easier to sprint when you aren't waterlogged. My knees though are starting to complain, never while running, just when I go to stand up. I should probably start taking some Glucosamine.

I can't take anymore pics. Dan broke the camera phone :( BUT I am hoping for a camera for my birthday... so we'll see .

Has anyone tried the Body Jam classes? How much fun are they! I really am thinking about becoming an instructor down the road. What a great way to get that cardio in! I have also been looking at Turbo jam, I LOVE Chalene Johnson. To be honest when I first saw her Chalene Extreme, I thought it was one of those "pink dumbbell, I just wanna tone up workouts", So I was totally not interested.... but then I saw her dance! I was like =0 I wanna do that!! I took a closer look at her other stuff and it would be nice to have as a change of pace, something new and fun to throw into the mix. My mom has a bunch of her stuff.

So what else have I been up to....drinking way too much coffee lol, sticking to my plan really well, having mental battles with myself STILL. For the most part feeling pretty positive and happy, I did mope around and had a bit of a cry Saturday.

About 3 times a year I get really anxious and start climbing the walls because I want to go out and socialize and dance! and I stay that way until I do. The last year has been really hard in so many ways, and I just feel if I could let off a little steam at some regular intervals I would be ok.
There are some great music festivals coming up but not till January! I won't last that long! So theres that....

O and Halloween is coming and that is one of my favorite holidays except its not really a holiday here, so while all my American friends are planning their Halloween parties, and costumes and gross Halloween treats lol, I am sulking.
When we get our own place next year I will have to throw a big Halloween party.

Sooo.. time for MORE coffee and to plan my day so I actually accomplish more then checking Facebook and email 2124654564 times !! :D

Sunday, October 18, 2009

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Ahhaa!!! I am quickly posting from Dan's computer. Its my computer thats the problem. This morning I could not load my blogger dashboard or anyone else blog, so I jumped on his and it all works fine! Gahhh! I need a new computer! I do seriously this one is really old and was put together with a hammer by one of Dan's mates.

Ok so currently I weigh 149... BUT in the past several weeks I have been dropping at least 1/2 in off my waist every week and I think I have lost a total of 2 in off my hips and thighs, regardless of what the scale says. My 10's are snug but I can wear them.

I have class all day today and need to get ready but when I will post again soon!

Saturday, October 10, 2009

I can post!

I bet you think I disappeared in a pile of chocolate donuts don't you? :p
Nope!
I have been buried in Facebook. I said I would never be a Facebook addict. LMAO

I have been having horrid blogger issues, and just kind of gave up for a while because it was making me rage and I didn't want it interfering with my fabulous mood I have had for 5 weeks!!! Thats like a record or something!

I have been super focused in the gym and ON PLAN with my meals. My lifts have gone up again and I am lifting more then I EVER have.

However... after 5 weeks I can still JUST get my pants buttoned. So I have been a bit down about that.

Yesterday and today I have hit new lows in exhaustion.

So.. not sure if my body isn't responding the way it should... or maybe my fat loss is hidden by water retention and whacked hormones.. I am kinda like.. should I worry....or what?

I am waiting to talk to Tony about it. I mean jeez I haven't even been stressing for 5 weeks, you think that alone would have made a difference.

I am also stressing because I am finishing my assessments for my cert 3 and 4 in personal training and I don't feel like I look the part.

I have and so many topics running through my head to blog about but now that I got in... I can't remember what they were.

I am still working hard towards my birthday goal. Thats all I have for now, I have missed being able to post and being able to read all your blogs, I have been able to read some here and there but then after like 3 blogs I start getting "Network Timeout" messages again. GAHHH!

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Calling All Unmotivated People!

For those of you who don't know Kelly, here is one of her vlogs. I really like this one because she talks about those days when you feel like crap and don't want to workout.

I know some of you are having issues with motivation, heck I have been having motivation issues for what... 7 months? I feel like I have a handle on it now. Why? Because I have a bag of raisins sitting in my cupboard that I have not eaten. You may remember I was eating 2lb bags of these babies not that long ago. I LOVE raisins. However I don't want to eat them, because I know they are just going to take me further from my goal. I will eat some next time Tony says I can have an off-plan meal.:) Also I have never really been one to work my ass off in the gym and then eat junk, I am much more likely to eat junk if I don't train.

Really whats helping me stay on track is knowing that the unmotivated feelings will pass, keeping my goal clearly in my mind, and visualization. Just do it. Don't sit around analyzing why your not motivated and trying to get motivated. THE PATH TO MOTIVATION IS DOING!!!!





Go check out her other vlogs link here. I love them!

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

WTH Is With All This Dust?!...

I have been having a hard time getting my cardio in because its been getting quite hot during the day and I have been procrastinating till its dark.

So this morning I decided I would get both weights and cardio done EARLY. I had legs and I could already feel the protests from my mind starting so I got my shoes on and just did it. My leg workout dam near killed me, I am not kidding. I could barely walk when I was done, but as soon as that was finished I started off on the trails for cardio. I could only walk at first because my legs were jello. I ended up doing 70 min of cardio.

When I got back to the house Dan's aunt said something about a dust storm. Huh? I hadn't noticed. I looked out the window and sure enough the sky had a reddish tint to it. I went to take a shower and looked outside again, now it was really bad. I took my shower and by the time I was done and dressed I could no longer see the towers across the street! check it out:

You can see the trees just across the street are all blurry.



There is a hill right behind that building with T.V. towers and trees, you can't see shit.



Then I looked up... this is what the sun looks like! =0

Apparently this dust storm is blowing in from down south, I can only imagine what the Gold Coast looks like!

If I had waited even one more hour I would have died trying to do cardio, I can now taste and smell dirt as its starting to come in the window I have open just a crack.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Saturday!!

This is amazing! Notice were he talks about training his mind.




Weigh in was 152.... so I lost 4 lbs this week! I get a cheat meal today too :) Tony said it must be moderate, I planned on having steak and roasted veggies, and yogurt with fruit. I am really not happy with the weigh in. I should be in the 140's next week.

Lots of girls are competing this weekend I want to wish them all the best! Today is your day to shine!

Friday, September 18, 2009

I Stole This...

off Melissa's Blog
It's so good I had to re-post it!

32 Random Thoughts


1.Nobody knows everything – you need to do your OWN research using various sources, and you need to continue this for the rest of your life.


2. As much as I hate to admit it, LEG DAY is the day that makes me
stronger, both physically and mentally. I’m learning to deal with that.

3. Don’t train through the pain – there are a million other exercises out there you can substitute with (thanks coach!)


4. Some people are actually as slow as they seem…give them time, they’ll come around.


5. Don’t let others dictate your life, or tell you what you are and aren’t doing right. Listen to your own body, and you can’t go wrong.

6. Jenny can eat 2 large pizzas, 1 litre of coke, a tub of chocolate chip ice-cream, and finish it off with a bag of corn chips. GOOD FOR JENNY. You can’t!


7. You need to be reading AT LEAST an hour each day, whether it be articles, books, magazines (and no ZOO doesn’t count). It takes 10 years or 10,000 hours to become an expert in something. GET GOING!


8. When dieting, stick with the basics and deal with it. When you’re substituting this with that, and that with this, it’s no longer a diet. It’ll be good for you to actually TASTE the food that you’re eating for what it is.


9. It’s ok to have a couple of no carb days a week. It might feel uncomfortable but you’re not going to die.


10. When you first start dieting, don’t bother with the miniscule things. Eating 6 big macs a day is what you need to worry about, not how many calories in a piece of lettuce.

11. CONSISTENCY is the key to life. Do it, and you will be successful.

12. It doesn’t matter how HARD you train every day, or how long you’re going at the cardio. It’s not going to make up for shit nutrition. Period.


13. Squats are NOT bad for the knees if you’re joints are healthy.

14. There’s more than one way to skin a cat. There are all types of training methodologies out there. Find out what works for YOU, and don’t be afraid to try something new every 5-6 weeks.


15. Protein powder is not anywhere NEAR as nutritious as a solid meal. Don’t kid yourself.


16. PREPARATION – one of the other keys to success. Plan your meals the night before, buy in bulk, cook in bulk.


17. Do not compare yourself to what other people do and don’t believe in more is better. Better is better.


18. If you feel you work harder than anyone else you can be sure you have not even reached 20% of your potential.


19. Refusing to train when you’re feeling shit isn’t a good enough excuse. Unless you’re lying in the hospital bed, get your ass moving. The most important workouts are those where you feel down, depleted, depressed, or someone broke your heart. You’ll feel ONE THOUSAND times better after your workout. I PROMISE.


20. STOP THE WHINING! You chose this life for yourself. You decided to look a certain way that most people find overzealous, too much and too hard. Of course you need to do more than most, because your GOALS and STANDARDS are that much higher. Either you can settle for less and live an average life or QUIT NAGGING, and take it one day at a time, being grateful and happy that you’re physically and mentally capable of doing this.


21. Everyone’s always looking for an easy way out. There is NONE! If life gets easier, you’re not moving fast enough.


22. It’s impossible for fat cells to DISAPPEAR, VANISH, GET BLASTED AWAY. They shrink. End of story.


23. STRETCHING is vital in any training program. Especially post/mid workout. Do it or be prepared to spend months on the couch praying for a miracle to get you back in that gym.


24. I don’t CARE how much you can bench press so why do you insist on knowing mine? Grow up!


25. Everything you do is either moving you towards your goals or away from them, forward or backward. You’re either growing or dying.


26. Things are cyclical in nature. If there is something you need to work on, God will keep bringing that ‘something’ in your face until you deal with it.


27. DETERMINATION is what makes a winner successful. You either want it or you don’t want it. Period.


28. Food is fuel. The only other reasons we eat (and this is majority of the time) is for socializing and for emotional reasons. Think about THAT next time you’re reaching for that Mars Bar. HA!


29. The only limits you face are the ones you place on yourself. You can do it, just BELIEVE it.


30. Learn to accept responsibility for the current state of your body. Once you have done this, assume the responsibility for changing it.

31. You’re not going to get that KILLER BODY overnight. It took time to get it to where it is, don’t expect it come off any other way.


32. GREEN TEA is the bomb. If you’re not drinking it, you’re not reaping the endless, endless, endless benefits and are missing out. DRINK UP!


I could probably go on FOREVER, but i managed to somehow stop myself at No.32 . . there will most likely be a Part II to this some day soon.


Hope everyone's alive & kicking it in the gym.


TRAIN TOUGH.

Tony says....

......"You Fail to Reach your goals and Obtain your DreamBody because you neglect to unify both Heart and Mind in this Mission. It's Always one to the neglect of the other-follow your heart and ignore the mind, or become cluttered with thoughts while y...our heart fails because of it. This Mission requires that they are BOTH engaged--together in purpose. Feel, See, Think, Believe and DO....MISSION ACCOMPLISHED...YUP!"

"Once you Start to Become What you've always Wanted and Dreamed of...You realize that those things you once saw as a sacrifice are NOW actually part of the VERY Dreams themselves. Deep-seated empowerment begins when you See and Feel—with your He...art and Mind— commitments and disciplines as Enjoyable. Eat Clean...Train Hard...Dream Big!"


"Do you know that Most of us use less than only 10% of our brain potential although we have access to the rest. During moments when we're inspired or feel creative we USE more than 10%. Be inspired! Get Creative! Visualize your New Body! See ...the healthy foods feeding your unstoppable, beautiful machine! Maximize your Mind Power and Change your Future and Ultimately--YOUR LIFE!"


"Body Transformation is All About pushing the Body and The Mind. If you're running at the same speed this week as you did Last--kick it up. If you're lifting the same amount of weight--raise the bar. If you're THINKING the Same ole w...ay...Open up your mind to stretch and reach for what SEEMS impossible. If anyone tells you that you CAN'T do something..they JUST GAVE you another reason for doing it...Now go get yours"


Tony DiCostanzo

I am doing good! I am on plan and getting all my workouts in, no unplanned morsels of anything! I weigh in, measure and do skin folds tomorrow!

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Still Not Sure?

Heres some Inspiration for you! Seriously take the time to watch this it is so inspiring.


These videos never cease to fire me up!

So I went and did 60 min of fasted cardio and I am about to do a back and abs workout.
Dan lost 3 lbs this week. I am really proud of him, he really gives the workouts his all.
Chicken breasts were on sale for 6.99 a kilo! I stocked up! can't beat that. :D

I took a pic of 2 of my meals from yesterday...
I had a cup of cottage cheese and a cup of veggies on my meal plan so I made this, its mushrooms, red bell pepper, green beans, onion, and jalapenos! So yummy!




This I had later, its my chicken salad with a T. of olive oil and a T. of red wine vinegar. I love my salads!




Muscle food! To build me some of these......



Friday, September 11, 2009

Transformation, Mind and Body


Making a successful body transformation is about so much more then just working out and eating right. Its as much a mental transformation as a physical.
We have all gotten stuck in these ruts were we stop and start and stop and start, which means we pretty much just stay where we are, we may lose a little and then we gain it back and the cycle can repeat itself again and again until we lose all hope of getting there.

It is definitely possible to stick to a diet and workout plan for long periods of time, I did it last year, for a whole year.
So what changed? yes my circumstances changed, but something else much more important changed. My thinking changed.
Here are the things I know and have learned and what I feel to be necessary to an amazing transformation:

  • What is your purpose? Why do you want to lose this weight, be a certain size etc.? Figure out what that is. Maybe you want to be a good example for you family and kids, maybe you want to compete, maybe you want to be a fitness model, maybe you just want to feel good again. make sure its what you feel PASSIONATE about.
  • Then decide exactly what you want to accomplish, be very specific, write it down in detail. Set specific goals and write them down as if its already happened. Find a picture of your ideal physique and put that somewhere you can see it daily.
  • Imagine what it will feel like to reach your goals, create a mental mind movie, imagine specific situations starring your new lean self, imagine looking down at your body and it looks exactly like you want, what does it FEEL like? If you find this hard at first don't stop, work on it everyday it will become clearer and clearer.
  • Review these goals everyday.
  • Take before pics, you don't have to share these with the world, but its important YOU see where you are at. It wasn't until I took my before pics that I realized I must do something NOW waiting even one more day was not acceptable!
  • Tell yourself after your workouts, I am even leaner today then I was yesterday, I am getting leaner, stronger and tighter. Imagine the fat melting off to reveal tight shapely muscle.
  • Focus on the positive, everyday write down 3 things you did well, also write down 3 things you will do even better tomorrow.
  • Have a plan B, what if it rains, the car breaks down, the kids get sick, your stuck away from home without a meal, you can't get to the gym etc. whats your plan? I have a bodyweight circuit I keep on hand for when I can't get to a gym, know what you can do, create options for yourself.
  • Plan ahead. Cook your meals ahead, some of us hear this, know this, tell others this, and still don't do it! lol ...DO IT!
  • Write down what you are grateful for everyday.
  • When you feel like crap and like nothing is going your way, go encourage and help others, works wonders for your mental outlook.
  • Before you go to bed, imagine how you want the day to go, imagine your workouts, the reps, sets and weights, when you wake up do it again.
  • Weigh, measure and do skin folds, take pics and try on clothes at regular intervals, this could be weekly, bi-weekly or once a month, I like weekly (at least for measurements and weight) because if things aren't going in the right direction you can make corrections before they go too far the wrong way but just pick one and stick to it.
  • Celebrate your victories, even the little things, don't wait until your at your goal to celebrate.
  • Get some new gadgets or equipment, they can help with motivation.
  • Try something new, try some yoga, boxing, pilates, go climb a hill, and see if you can beat your time next time. Have fun!
  • Keep a workout journal, find a nice notebook, write motivational quotes in it, track all your measurements on a page and track your goals, write down your meals and workouts and water consumption, cut out pics of what you want to look like and past them in it, customize it, make it yours!
  • actually write down the time you will do your workout, what time you will eat, wake up go to bed etc, these times are important and if you know what time you are doing everything it just makes it easier.
  • Set goals for each workout, you should be trying to go faster in less time further in the same amount of time, lifting more weight, or doing more reps, in some way make each workout better then the last.
  • Hold yourself accountable, join a board, forum or group of like-minded people. Sometimes there is no one in the world who understands you, especially if friends and family are not supportive, they will listen, motivate and give you a kick in the ass when you need it.
  • Commit to your goals completely and wholeheartedly, sometimes we say in our minds I will give this everything I have! (well, as long as this, and this, and this, happen or don't happen) Don't set limitation on yourself, if you argue for your limitations, you will get to keep them!
  • When you REALLY don't want to workout and you find yourself trying to think of an excuse, STOP THINKING and go DO IT. Those times will be some of the best workouts ever, you don't want to miss that do you? :)
  • Be ready when you hit a goal with a new goal, its too easy to think I've made it, I can rest, but wat really happens is you start going backward. keep challenging yourself!
  • If you screw up and eat something off plan, DO NOT blow off the whole day, get right back on track with the next meal. Too often people blow off that day and then since it was Wednesday or whatever (can you tell I have LOTS of experince wit this?)and the week is messed up they may as well just have the rest of the week off and start again Monday right? Well do you want to ever be able to trust yourself? Don't do this. You promised yourself this time would be different, that you would reach your goals THIS TIME remember?? Honor your self promises, thats where that inner strength comes from. The feeling you have when you are that strong mentally that you can sit amongst friends and family while they ho down on chips and cake and cheese and dip while you eat your pre-packed meal with a smug smile and not a pang of regret is PRICELESS!! you feel frikin INVINCIBLE and that feeling just builds on itself.
  • Have your off plan meals PLANNED, don't eat out of the bag or box, put it all on a plate, layed out so you can see it all , then eat slowly and enjoy :)
  • Spend some time looking at transformations on bodyforlifetracker, or bodybuilding.com, or youtube. Do this whenever you start to doubt you can do this. This will build belief. I have seen such amazing transformations, mind-blowing transformations, and I know that if they can do it, so can I.
"Until one is committed there is hesitancy, a chance to draw back, always ineffectiveness concerning all acts of initiative and creation there is one elementary truth, the ignorance of which kills countless ideas and splendid plans: that the moment one definitely commits oneself, then providence moves too. All sorts of things occur to help one that would never otherwise have occurred. A whole stream of events issues from the decision, raising in ones favor all manner of unforseen incidents, meetings and material assistenace which no man could ever have dreamed would come his way."


I hope this helps! I have learned so much this past year being with Tony of Dreambodies especially about my mindset.
I have an ab workout to get in, so I need to get to it! I have been reading blogs but not commenting because for some reason the comment thing doesn't want to load, and half the time even the blogs, especially blogger blogs will not load, I keep getting time out errors :( I have no idea what the issue is.
Make today a new day, renew that commitment and show us what your made of! *hugs!*

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Imagine...



I got this in an email from Think TQ.

Your imagination controls your future, believe it.

If you want a highly successful future, nourish your imagination.

its as simple as that.

Do you take the time each day to visualize how terrific it will feel when your goals are actually realized?

This single question is vitally important to your success. It provides the inner motivation and inspiration to keep you on track to achieving your goals...even when everything goes wrong...nothing goes right... and IT hits the fan on a regular and frequent basis!

Remember its impossible to keep striving for something for which you no longer have any feelings.
The more you stay in touch with the rewarding experience and positive feelings that each goal delivers, the more motivated and committed you will be to continue the pursuit.
Each time you get in touch with the emotional benefits your goals produce- even in your imagination- your feel energized and enthused... regardless of the distance to the goal.


Celebrate your goals everyday.

Anticipation is half the fun and most of the motivation for getting there.
The point is, if you fail to imagine the feelings within each of your goals, they become flat and lifeless....which limits your actions... which literally condemns you to failure.( If you have a problem with procrastination and failure to take swift action this is usually why.)

The good news is that the opposite is equally true: your imagination opens the floodgates to a wonderful new future... and gives you the emotional power to traverse the obstacles and mountains on your journey.

Imagine the future you desire.

Again if your goals are fuzzy... then your future is fuzzy... and a whole lot scarier then it needs to be.

What does your pot of gold feel like?

Take the time each day to imagine how you would feel if you had already attained all of your personal goals. See them , feel them, hear them, taste them. Anticipation can be half the fun of getting there.

Do you have your future clearly in focus?

Make sure your visualizations are clear and precise. They should be the compelling image of your goal when actualized.

Don't dream in fuzzy pictures, take the time to visualize the future details of a successful day, and enjoy your success in advance.

Keep your goals visible. Put them in a place were they can remind you how terrific it will be when they are real.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Its All In the Mind


So I re-read my last post .... wowee..... who wrote that?! lol

I really appreciate the thoughtful comments and suggestions from my blog peeps.
I actually have started writing down what I have to be grateful for each day. I realize this whole battle is in the mind. I remember a time when the eating on plan and the 3 hours of workouts a day was actually EASY because my head was on straight, I remember telling Dan, wow its not even that hard... what was my problem before?
Its the same thing Tony tells me, I know it, but when your heads not right sometimes you just feel lost and not sure how to fix it. Its starts with your thoughts. My daily thoughts have been crap.


Tony says that before you go to bed each night visualize how your workout is going to go the next day, visualize the whole day going your way. I have only done this a handful of times but without exception I had an awesome day the next day. WHY don't I do this every night?

I have let old habits creep back, Tony said something to the effect that when change happens, tough times come, you are called to either go back the way you were or to change and grow.
Moving here was really tough. As soon as I stepped foot in this house all the old feeling of hopelessness came rushing back from when we lived here before. Even though I wasn't the same person, I FELT like I was.

I need to re-define who I am.

Katie did a post recently on limiting beliefs and I have been delving into that a bit. So lots of work to do in my head!

I bought the new Oxygen and I am anxious to read it. I have to run out and send a copy to a friend in Colorado, she wants to check out the Aussie version, I really like it now. :)

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

OMG I can post!

You know I have been trying to post for ages?! I haven't even been able to read any Blogger blogs, I keep getting these page load errors. I have been almost in tears people! What am I supposed to fill my days with if I can't read about all of you?! I tried and tried to post a reply to all the wonderful comments! Thank you!

I am sending positive Vibes out to Raechelle and Frankie.

Positive Line----------------------------------------------------------------------

Warning, if you are currently very happy read no further.

I have been in such a shitty mood lol ...that its probably good I couldn't blog.
So hmm where do I start? I am unhappy with myself, I am mad at myself, I am frustrated with my situation and am wondering if I am blind to some huge deficiency in myself.
I have been trying to figure this out, but then I just get tired of thinking but I can't stop, so last night I killed off all thought with plenty of cheesecake, I lose 3 bones for that btw.
Then of course the self loathing, even deeper self analization.... and before you know I am good and depressed!

I am disgusted I let myself gain weight, that I can't seem to stay on plan long enough to get back down to 125, that summers coming and I want to wear shorts, that I live in FUCKING BRISBANE which I HATE.

Where is all that self discipline I had several months ago? My self confidence has gone out the window , I hate going out to the store, I don't even want to leave my room.

How do I dig myself out again? I am not sure. I just want to feel decent, I feel an unhealthy amount of rage when I see a woman with her hair done, nice outfit, makeup, jewelry, not AT her, I just want those things too, I want to just have one day where I feel like a million bucks instead of like a bag lady.I constantly feel like I am not good enough, that I don't measue up, that I ALMOST made it to my goal, then lost it and inhaled a small country.
I just feel all woe is me , waa waa. I'm sure I'll get over it Anyway...
End Rant

I have a party to go to on the 25th, just 3 short weeks from now... I wonder if I did 2 hours of cardio a day and stuck to my eating plan like glue ...what size i would be.
Dress is "fit glam". I am not sure what that means but I do know I don't own anything that resembles that.... my clothing of late is more "clown casual" In my current mental state, this is A LOT of pressure.

Blah now I don't want to post this but I got nothing else so here ya go. :S

Thursday, August 27, 2009

I KNEW big changes were coming!

Today my permanent residency visa was granted!! I have been here 4.5 years! It feels so good to finally have an outcome on this. Dan was so happy he cried <3 I love that man! I am still in shock, I want to celebrate... but I don't know what to do...

And if that wasn't good a enough I got called into work for a few hours so now I will get SOME pay next week.

And if even that wasn't good enough Dan finally got a call about a job! The company he spoke with is just waiting for a contract to come though in about 2 weeks and when it does hes hired!


The Universe said:
It doesn't matter that the road's been rough, that you now have challenges, or that uncertainties loom on the horizon, Yvette. None of these change the fact that for every thought you think today, worlds will come tumbling into existence. For every word you speak, legions will be called into action. And for every step you take, matter will be drawn from the ether.
Jeez - The Universe

Awesome.

Which Sports Car Are You?

I got this from Raechelles blog :P

I'm a Dodge Viper!



You're all about raw power. You're tough, you're loud, and you don't take crap from anyone. Leave finesse to the other cars, the ones eating your dust.


Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.



LOL always liked these cars, I love Raechelles car too!

Play along if you like:)