Beached As

This is how I feel. I am spilling out of my top and pants, I have lost my waist. I have had sooo much water to drink between last night and today and I am just holding nearly all of it, I fully expect to have to start peeing soon because if not... I am going to explode. This is the result of a work meeting gone bad and me finding consolation in the arms of a box of cookies, I didn't even eat the whole box! Oh and a bar of low sugar chocolate.
I told my boss today if you hear a large ripping and pop sound and turn around and I am standing there in my undies....my pants exploded.

Oh and you may be saying but... your 10 weeks out... WTF are you doing?! Well not anymore...OF COURSE the other shoe dropped just like it seems to do every time I decide to compete and now it is financially impossible for me to do so.

ok whatever.. I am just filing competing away until 2010. Lets just deal with this years catastrophes first shall we?

I still have a goal though... 14 weeks till my birthday... I want to be sitting around 115 lbs...50 kilos for the Aussies, or wherever I look and feel good.

Oh and HOW BEAUTIFUL is it outside!? Its like summer suddenly! I had to OPEN THE WINDOW AND TURN ON THE FAN! :D me likey!

omg I am still drinking and nothings coming out! :S