I decided to go ahead and go to work today even though I wasn't feeling very good. Good thing too. I got a call from immigration and I have to go meet with them Thursday. Its going to cost another 500.00 or so to complete this process and it must be done asap. I am beyond stressed.
On a good note my car may be fixed... well it starts and runs after my husbands cousin came and took it apart and put it back together. I am afraid to drive it though because it likes to quit right on main roads where there is no where to pull over.
Yesterday I ate 100% on plan. I am just feeling really anxious about so many things and I am sick of being in the same place mentally, physically and financially.
I need to go grocery shopping, and decide if I am going to try driving to the gym in peak hour traffic or working out here.
UPDATE: I did neither, started leg workout and my head was pounding and I felt like I was going to pass out. I am feeling really crap and I think the fever is back. I don't get it...
I laid down to have a little rest and of course Dan's Aunt comes knocking at the door. I can't get any sleep here seriously. Night or day I am constantly woken up and its wearing my patience thin.
It makes doing battle with my inner fat girl so hard. I know I have goals, i know I have plans, but at times like these I can barely muster the energy to care. the only thing that pulls me through is what the hell am I going to do when my pants don't fit AT ALL?
Oh but I want you all to know, I did shower and brush my teeth. :D see? all shiny.:)
Eating has been 100% on plan today... sigh now if I could just get well.
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4 comments:
Sounds like you are definitely fighting something. Take good care of yourself and rest, but also USE THE TIME WISELY! Spend some time in bed visualizing, restating your goals, reprinting your dreambody. Your mind is not your friend right now, I can read between the lines of your posting. Take advantage of the extra time you have (while you are resting and recuperating) to get it back in track with your path to Diva-ness!!!
Yikes Tea! I hope you feel better soon and get everything sorted out with immigration! I know it is rather expensive (don't know your story) but my mom has lived in the US for 30 years and is still a British citizen. By the time it is said and done she will have spent over $1,000 USD to make the switch!
PS How do I get that widget to appear on my blog - the countdown widget? I created my own custom countdown clock at SpringWidget, but can't get it up on my blog. Blogger says illegal character error when I try to get the blogger code from SW...
Hi Liimu and Becca,
The thing is its stuff I already paid for and gave them that they say have either expired, because of how much time their taking, so I now I have to do them, or they say they have not recieved them. We have spent almost 4000 now.
I took today off, hubby woke me up at 3 am ... and it went downhill from there.
That weird about the error, I just copied it, and put it into a html page element. I hope you get it figured out :)
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