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Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Arrgghh!!

I am still a pirate, I WISH I was a pirate with rum. I am still in the Skinny Bones Challenge, don't count me out yet.

Still waiting somewhat spastically to be able to get back on track. My body is NOT happy.The weather is starting to feel much more summery, I was actually hot last night. All I could think is oh God I need to get this weight off or I am going to want to die.

I realized too... I can't even go for a job interview..NONE of my pants fit. I am wearing a pair of BRIGHT RED sweat pants with a black heart on them.

I wonder how much water I am retaining and how much fat I have gained. I dare not weigh myself as that will more then likely make me all emo.

I tried doing my assessments and couldn't make heads or tails of them, so I had Dan look at them and he couldn't figure them out either, so I went down to F.I.T. and they have re-written them to make a lot more sense so they gave me new books. So I need to start working on those.
I don't have much else to report.
So yeah exciting stuff, I think I will go for a walk...a slow walk, because my cankles feel like they may pop.

Goals for next 2 weeks:

Take off water weight and enough fat to fit back into 10's
Find a job
Meanwhile get my assessments completed
Spend time reading all these great books I have laying around here


Can one week throw me off that much? Ok a week and a half? I am going to go check my account again *sigh* Fucking Westnet.

6 comments:

Sandra said...

Hey Tearose,
This sort of stuff has happened to me in the past...take the week when both mine and hubby's birthdays fell...one thing led to another (mostly things led to food and celebration)and I ended up with 1.8kg to show for it...it doesn't seem like a lot but for someone with about 5kg left to lose it's a huge step backwards.
All I can suggest is wipe the slate clean and start again - pick a couple of your pirate goals and start doing them each day then add another etc
It's hard when life throws weeks like this last one at you...but hang in there, I look forward to hearing about your successes-I know you can turn it around,if I can do this, anyone can!
xxx

CathyC said...

I feel ya honey...I can't believe how easy it is to put on weight in just a few days, or even a few extra calories...sometimes I just want to say the hell with it! But I feel I am so close to getting it and then I eat pasta and pouf I'm fat again...crazy I know!!
Anyways, it's all in a days work, let's keep at it we are closer to our goal than not and you are doing great don't give up!!

Liimu said...

OMG - do you remember when Amelia, my five-year old, was sick with Rocky Mountain Spotted Fever back in May? I put on 13 pounds in 3 weeks. Three MONTHS later and I still have not been able to take it all off. SO frustrating. What's the alternative to staying the course? Give up the game? I think not. YOU CAN DO THIS.

KatieP said...

Lots of great Pirate love already -- just do what they said and you'll be fine -- never surrender makes you a winner ♥

Tearose said...

Hi Sandra, Cathy, Liimu and Katie!

Thats exactly right Liimu , I can't give up, just start again and keep going. Taking the little steps to get back to it, good thing is, I have been doing this so long I know what to do!
And what is up with the crazy way we gain as soon as we have carbs? Insane.

Becca said...

I really believe a week can throw you off big time, though most of it probably is water weight and bloat as you said. Clean up the diet hard core for a week and you will see the difference right away. :P