Well today has been...weird. I was happy all morning, then my stomach started hurting and I felt drained so I took a nap and when I woke up I was in such a foul mood, I felt awful and like I was going to cry for no reason at all.
Which I did.
Nothing had changed.
Hubby took one look at me, and jumped up and cooked me some broccoli, put some laundry on and tried to console me, while I tried to smooth the deep ditch on my forehead.
I know its PMS, for THE SECOND WEEK WTF!? I no longer just get my period, on no. It starts and stops and starts and stops and makes me fucking miserable for 2 weeks now.
Is this the beginning of menopause?! What the hell is going on I would like to know. I didn't used to be such a pyscho lol.... really.
So I dried my tears, went to the store for the second time because I totally blanked out the first time and forgot several things I really needed. I avoided even LOOKING at the cookies and the chocolate.
Good thing too because I came home and tried on my work pants to see if I would be wearing them tomorrow....No way in hell. *SNIFF*
Stretchy pants for the win.
Tomorrow will be awesome and amazing.
I will have a kick-ass workout
Now I will go to bed repeating these words.
51 days to go...A new challenge is here!
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3 comments:
You poor bugger. I don't know if it's related to menopause or not. I am apparently going through it 'early' but am really regular 'cos I'm on quite a high does pill. Although the other week my period lasted 1 day.
I am a TOTAL mental case the week before though...um...shit which is this week coming up!
Hope it settles down and you start feeling better. cheer up!
Frankie
aww what early? That sucks, this whole things sucks. Good luck with next week :S I hope you don't even notice it! lol I would like to buy a punching bag for that week.
I like to go to bed with a positive thought for the next day too (especially on a Sunday night!)
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